I thought I was healing
I mean,
I guess I am…
This shit feels so weird.
I feel like the band aid has been yanked off…
yet again.
My flesh -
raw,
oozing,
exposed
My mind is fighting 222 be in control…
of a thought that isn’t negative or self doubting
It’s really no reason 444 me to be here pouting………
right?
Nah,
I honor my emotions
Shadow work is hard buh,
it’s like trying to explore the darkest parts of the ocean
No light,
no oxygen,
just hope and a goal -
2222 heal myself fully,
I have to revisit the old.
Me.
Her.
The silly goose with no discernment.
She didn’t understand the importance
of
communication
and
perspective…
Yours vs. Mine.
Me vs. The World.
That’s literally what it feels like…
being just a girl.
No guidance,
only a mere understanding of a concept called growth.
The silly goose didn’t choose herself,
she didn’t actually know…
How Important,
Powerfull,
and
Divine she IS.
Her healing is priority now,
Lil KK, you got this!!
I’m sorry 444 letting you down soooooo many fckn times,
I feel like a criminal (almost) that’s paying 444 petty crimes.
You are me, I am you.
Our perspective…
totally new.
Those old ways of thinking are so self destructive.
Imma say it once again,
LIL KK, YOU GOT THIS.
I will continue 222 do my best, with intention and out of love.
I will make you prouder than you’ve ever been,
just sit back and watch.
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